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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Life without exams is like heaven. At first, i thought that i may be rather bored since i will have 3-4 months of holiday, but i guess i prefer this than exams! At least, i can do whatever things i want.Had my schedule packed for like almost everyday- haven't rest at home for one full day yetLast thurs- Kboxing with jiemeisFri-Auditioning with ju and moomooSat- Busy working( a bit overtime) and sleeping cause i'm too tiredSun-guzheng practice( and more to come! haiz, dunno how to finish mastering that 6 CHIM songs, seriously dunno)Mon- badminton with ju, moomoo and grace at Bishan! WAH, it has been donkey ages since i play badminton, my arms are still trembling loh, for goodness sake... cannot hold anything using my right hand today, i gotta use my left hand to hold the cup if not the water may be splashed all over my body. Hahahah, still find it quite hilarious to go all the way to bishan and play badminton. LOL... hmm, wonder how many calories have i lost yesterday... but i guess i gain back everything today?TODAY!STEAMBOAT-ing at Bugis with Zephyr in the afternoon. First time in my life that i had steamboat in the afternoon! Eat until my stomach damn bloated lah, the soup was not that fantastic and the service seriously sucks- inflexible and attitude problem. Haiz.... and headed to Hog's Breath at Chijmes at night. Once again some attitude people trying to 'slang' but a bit cmi which leads to some lame happenings- garnish and veggie or salad. BTW, they have 20 percent discount for SIM students only! lol, first time SIM students got some priority. Something that cheers me up is that i got some gossips from my og which i find it quite surprising (r/ship between my og mates, hehe)Browse through some shops at marina square and suntec- and is like SALES everywhere but i didn't really get to shop. OMG, I seriously need some REAL SHOPPING and change my style of dressing. Hehee, I guess i will try to wear more sleeveless and other types of tops! Provided i see those that i like. So tempted to buy things loh when everywhere is just SALES SALES SALES.But firstly, u need money money money, so i guess i gonna work soon to earn money for my shop shop :) Got the guzheng thingy coming soon, pc show, work on weekdays, shopping !!!My June holidays are filled... ok.. now feel like typing some emo stuffs, dunno why i will feel damn emo at night... cause i'm alone and the feeling of loneliness just arises and all troubles will surface out.We do feel depressed sometimes, be it family, friends, relationships, work etc. We do feel that why god is so unfair... and we tend to compare. Even if we don't compare... there are bound to be some disappointing events that will affect you. Sometimes, you will feel sad even for tiny winy things, feel sad for things that you want or desire but can't achieve. You will feel even more disappointed if the things that you want are actually very simple but you just can't fulfill it. Feels irritated of yourself and punish yourself by being depressed or troubled over it. Life is such that we have our ideals but we simply can't live up to all of them. Nothing is perfect in this world, you have gains and losses and you got to sacrifice something for things that you want. If you want something from God... God will only give you three replies "YES, NO or WAIT!" (moomoo's teacher)So if you don't have it now, i guess you will have to wait... if you never get it then that's life, just accept it. If you don't want to accept it, just work hard for it. NOTHING will drop from the sky. People are wierd, including me. If there's a happy and sad event today, the sad event will actually 'cover' the happy one and people will just feel troubled over it. I can comfort people but i can also be the one who needs comfort. That's why everyone existed to help one another. (we have friends, families and colleagues). Is really hard to always have postive thinking about things, no one can do it. If i feel sad, i will just cry it out loud and sleep and Tomorrow will be a better day. Do you know why my memory getting poorer and poorer each time? cause i try my best to forget unhappy things, in the end my memory getting worser each time! too absent minded liao. hahas.Ok, feel kinda relieved and happier after this entry... i hope everyone can work towards their ideal life but remember nothing is perfect, be prepared for some unhappy things. Hope the emoiness of everyone can decrease! including me :)
Wednesday, May 28, 2008